yesterday i received my final result d...

quite happy with it,

 because

i still can get B.

i done very bad in my 2nd sem's final.

tat's wasn't wat i wan

and

i did very bad in the final

and

i very scared my grade will pull down by my bad work.

lucky i still can maintain it!

should i happy with it?

 i should happy with it

but

i keep telling myself i can do better than,

next time i need to do better!

sound unsatisfy?

i have to push myself!

i dont wan maintain but i wan improvement!

start from primary school.

outside there,

 got lot of ppl look down at me,

so

i keep telling myself to work hard

so tat they wont look down at me anymore!

once my result was very bad and my eng was suck!

now,

i do not dare to say i am very good in study o eng

but

there is improvement in myself.

i am happy with it

but

i wont satisfy with it!

if

i dont push myself

then

maybe 2day i still cant use eng writting my blog

and

studying in university!

DO not envy others!

every success has ppl hardwork,tear and joy in it!!!

 IT's coming back!

OMG

it's coming back

i hate it

the feeling

oh, gross!

there is still 10 weeks be4 the final is coming,

but the feeling is slowly back to me now.

i really cant cope with it...

my roommates r giving me stress

they ald start to study until 1 o 2 am everyday.

i am the early to sleep and the most lazy one among them.

that is the reason y i wan back to home.

i got 2 roommates: A and B

A is extremely hardworking ,

he can study in fornt of the table the whole day and study everyday.

i hope i can be like him (maybe).

B is a very smart guy.

he is typical type of play hard and study hard person.

i am the most lazy ppl among them .

i am not as hardworking as A

nor as smart as B.

wat i have is myself

i love to sleep

i can spend the whole afternoon to sleep while A is spending his one to study.

somtimes it is very stress to look at others study the whole day especially until late in the midnite.

wat can i do

they hv their rite to study

and

wat i can do is just try to ignore them and just follow my own path

2day i din open my book at all...

sometimes i feel guilty by doing so but for me sleeping is more important

not enough sleep make me feel drowsy and cant force

maybe for me final is still far away

that y i still not in that mood to study 

but i know if i wan to hv a easy study weeks then i should better to start work hard by now...

hope 2molo is a better day for me

good nite!!!